As the days get shorter and the temperatures get cooler, I find my thoughts turning toward Halloween costumes. As someone living with spinal muscular atrophy (SMA), I especially appreciate the imagination a costume can bring to a body and a wheelchair. Forget the excessive sugar-rush candy and the tacky…
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The 1990s cartoon “Batman: The Animated Series” remains one of my favorite shows of all time. Its mature storytelling and noir aesthetic left an impression on me as a kid, and even today I regularly rewatch episodes. Sure, I love to see my favorite superhero go head-to-head with…
Identity-first language or person-first language? An individual’s choice to use one or the other is a reflection of them and the culture surrounding them. For example, I prefer identity-first language because I believe it’s important to remind society that its existing infrastructures can disable me more than my SMA.
Like every human being, I am complex. Living with a rare genetic disability like spinal muscular atrophy (SMA) adds another layer to that complexity. Labels like “female,” “disabled,” and “nerd” cannot capture the whole of who I am — my stories and relationships, my joys and sorrows, hopes and…
It started with what I had assumed was an ordinary breakout. I’d been stressed from moving for the first time in my life, and had punted on my typically zealous hygiene because, well, moving. You can’t really blame your skin for getting bad when you stop doing the things that make it good. Breakouts are already stressful enough, but this…
Baby Jeffrey joined our family in mid-May 1997. Besides his abdominal breathing, alarming only my husband, Randy, he was perfect. Eight weeks later, my physician brother examined Jeffrey. Paul’s typically calming demeanor turned eerily somber after he found a dull-sounding lung and no reflexes. He felt confident our pediatrician would…
“Are you ready?” My caregiving friend stands beside my bed, poised to uncover me in the morning. I utter a very unladylike groan and clutch the edge of the warm blanket that is tucked under my chin. No, I’m not ready! The days are growing shorter and colder; the sun…
Our prayers have recently been answered with the arrival of a new weekend night nurse, and it feels like the wheels of progress are finally turning on my journey with spinal muscular atrophy (SMA), hopefully in a big way. The nurse couldn’t have come at a better — or…
One of my favorite tees to wear is navy blue and says, “INSTALLING MUSCLES. PLEASE WAIT …” Underneath the text is a bright red loading bar about halfway done. It was a gift from my mother, a token of her hope that I’d one day grow stronger instead of weaker.
John Muir once wrote, “The mountains are calling, and I must go.” Every once in a while, that quote resonates in my heart. I am a Carolina girl who grew up in the foothills of the Great Smoky Mountains, along the rim of the Blue Ridge Parkway, and I somehow…
