I’m in the same boat, and for me feels like we are getting so close to being able to take the vaccine, and it would be terrible to get it now after working so hard to stay away from it! I know if I would get a bad case of it I would have a hard time, but honestly I’m more worried about my parents catching it because they would need to help take care of me during my recovery. They are in their 70s with various health problems so I’m having a hard time with thinking the happy thoughts right now. I feel like I should be happy right now too with the super positive news on the vaccines 🙁